It was a silly jape thrown his way that made him real upset, and I apologized again. Why should I, I thought, that's the real me, aye. I settled in the room with my head in my hands, a choking throat and misty eyes, as a stark realization hit me. Why... I didn't love him, I never did, it's not his fault it's just me and so I've to do everything I could to make up, to be his angel. Putting back that smile shrouding my guilt, I wiped those tears aside.
To those of you who are asking where am I. I've left the world which meant everything to me, I'll pen something here only when I return to fulfill the promise for which I left everything. Who you thought I was, is the person I'm trying to be...