It's that day


I thought 
I'd write you a mail
Send you a message
Say something
Do something
Struggled 
Whole day.

I can't.

I remember you
Every single day
I shouldn't.

This battle inside
All my life
My life
Never mine...



The Transitions


There are times when you grow in life and
the other times when life grows upon you

The cloak of conscience


You know how lost I feel on days, how meaningless it all seems. All this journey leads me nowhere, I feel. This success, this status, is all for the world, not me. Because I only desire you, my only true desire.

Desperate I'm on days, empty I feel inside but even if I don't ever get to you, I can't stop being me. The me that made me worthy of you.

My desperation tends to lead me astray but I stay, deep rooted. Remembering everything this life means, and everything you mean to me.

The restlessness inside me


I'm restless today very restless. This deliberate distance that I did put between your world and mine should have fixed things, but no, it's not helping.

Not a day goes by without thinking about you. And all of this is just inside me, I don't talk about you anymore. I pretend that I don't care, only if I cannot. But if that happens what will I become? I'm alone and I'm praying..

Oh but why this, why am I blabbering, I told you I'm alone. I'm alone since the day I stopped fighting for you, I'm alone since the day I left you. I hope you find love.

It's that day

I thought  I'd write you a mail Send you a message Say something Do something Struggled  Whole day. I...