SOLILOQUIES ~ Beyond Few Words: 2018

Caught In A Loop

I've

sacrificed

and lost

All for you

And you ask for more,

more and more

Yet you don't see

All that I did

For finding your happiness

But I lost

And I can't quit

Caught in this loop

Fall and rise

Hurt and heal

All by myself, all alone...

A Blank Page

I read
Your diary
That
Spoke of you
Through words
Filled with glee
Filled with pain
And then
There were these pages
Blank pages
That troubled me the most

If I could tell you

If I could tell you, I'd tell you

To leave the past behind

For nobody understands.

If I could tell you, I'd tell you

To bury the truth under the ground

As it finds no acceptance.

If I could tell you, I'd tell you

That life is no fairy tale

And love is....

If I could...

As the sun was setting slowly upon us, I could not help but feel for the things, all the things that were going wrong around the world. I could not do enough. The darkness is looming now but there will be a sunrise. A new day, a better world tomorrow. And those who are not consumed by the darkness tonight will get to see the good time that tomorrow promises. That's hope.

The Music Inception

I live my life in music.

Music is like a dream.

Like that love and that life, which is now a dream

In this dream, called life

I'd Like To Believe

That day when he left, he left the only person who ever knew him behind. He decided that the pains of the voyage are his and his alone. But just as he began, his ship wrecked and he drifted on an island. A very beautiful island. He settled in for a life till he can build his ship again and waited for years before he could continue his sail. And one day he started his voyage again to reach the destination, it took him long and a lot was lost but his spirit. He reached his destination only to meet her again, she was there way before him but now he was but a stranger to her. Someone whom she knew ones but no more.

I'd like to believe his sacrifices were worthy.
I'd like to believe that he won his battles.
I'd like to believe that he was at peace.
I'd like to believe that somewhere in her heart he was alive.
I'd like to believe that he existed not just in stories but in reality...