SOLILOQUIES ~ Beyond Few Words

There is no heaven or hell up there for which you'll have to wait till death It all exists here in this world, your heaven, your hell Where are you living?

Yes, I have found the way The happy path is what they say But why am I in such a dismay

It does not make any sense It is an ugly thing to say. You know it Still you say it. Why. I cannot comprehend.

Your life is not just your story alone, It is all the lives you touch and all those which touch you.

  Sometimes I fear my urges, Sometimes I fear what I desire, Sometimes I fear... myself.

Your were the light of my life but the path to certain dreams is through darkness.

Lets die with all this happiness tonight, I don't want to see more dark shades of life, I've done my bit, I am at peace tonight, No regrets, just love, lets die in this serene night, Tonight everything seems so bright, This moment is completely mine... But then won't that be too selfish on my side, From the fighter who was here to stay, Why am I preferring to run away...