SOLILOQUIES ~ Beyond Few Words

So the world has come to this From the victory of hope To the victory of despair This is when it all ends Our world You and I. And it's all because of me Me. Because I didn't fight. I surrendered.

A silent yet icy breeze gushed from somewhere causing me to cuddle up and cover my exposed skull with a tam hat. The sound of the chirping birds which caressed my ears ebbed, time drifted unnoticed as the colour of the sky remained constant grey with clouds shrouding the winter sun. My thoughts wavered from youth to mid-life. That embrace of love and innocence, that vow of together forever, that liberty of dreaming your dream, that curiosity to explore life – entirely traded with the conventional and established.  A fine book lost its’ crux in translation. A magnificent story undone by the curse of poor rendition. 

How and when life turned into a beautiful suicide

if you could define your pain measure your loss trust me you've not lost something that you cannot get over

I express my heart through a mask Fearing that you might love my reality A reality... that does not exist

I'm because you are...

I'd wonder some times about reversing the time Doing it all over again Doing it differently And I still end up at the same place. You know what I mean When all the paths lead to the same destination This is destiny - your and mine.