SOLILOQUIES ~ Beyond Few Words

You saw me in an ephemeral moment in the afterglow of the sunset sailing home and said, 'what a beautiful life!' But I've been here forever, from when the sun was hot and not so kind, from when the water was turbulent and not so calm. The play of time. All you got to appreciate was my outer beauty but not my inner turmoil.

I was destined to fall like this angel but nothing deters us from finding our way back to our happiness. Our heaven lies in our own selves.

The graffiti on the walls The letters in the hearth The carving on the trees The book of unwritten words The unfading memory of the past You never found me in my silence...

This Sunday evening, I sat gazing the skies for hours nonchalantly.  The summer skies silently changed colors like life.  'It's all so magnificently colorful at times but the dark winters too have it's time,' I pronounced. 'Oh! But you loved the winters', she said. 'Ah! My heart once warmed in winters', said I.

There lies in the past A lost story The story of a dreamer The withered dreams. There lies in the present A vague story The story of a wanderer The lonely path. There lies in the future An unknown story The story of the fallen The undefined destiny. Life....................Death

Don't you find it strange that we live together but in two different worlds There we walk, we walk the same path, yet I'm drenched and you're burned. For I'm fire and you're the rain - both pure and holy in their own realm And yet when the fire meets the rain, neither of it remains It's just smoke, a smoke choking everything, all the way...

There is a curse on those who break a loving heart A curse to remain brokenhearted forever...