SOLILOQUIES ~ Beyond Few Words

My heart raced a million miles in those few seconds It's been years since that unceremonious goodbye And there you were looking as beautiful as ever. The dinner. The goodbye. I stayed there for a moment, I let the grief shroud my soul, I let the cloud burst occur in my eyes. Shattered I returned to that place which took you away from me Only to realize that I've been robbed of my memories The one I needed to console my heart Just sneaked into my diaries and Tore all my musings, my conversations with you. I was not entitled to love and now I'm not entitled to express my pain either. I rest in dark sadness tonight and Hope that the dreamer meets his dream.

She was silently staring at the horizon, in a trance, wistfully thinking. I placed the coffee in front of her and asked, 'what are you thinking?' She stared at me and I noticed her vacant eyes. 'Nothing', she said. 'Sometimes it's not the life that we live But the life that we can't which Is the reason of our heart's despair.'