And I realized where I went all wrong... acceptance.
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There was something, someone dying inside me, without these expressions, with the guilt of broken promises. And there is no escape, why should I escape. Things have just been good in my life. I start and end my day with all smiles. "You see, I'm not an angel though I wanted to be. But you a stranger, who passed by me, became an angel in my heart where no one can see." Something can never be put in words, some liaisons can never be defined, I'll just say I am here again, my Life is back to my Life.
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There was something, someone dying inside me, without these expressions, with the guilt of broken promises. And there is no escape, why should I escape. Things have just been good in my life. I start and end my day with all smiles. "You see, I'm not an angel though I wanted to be. But you a stranger, who passed by me, became an angel in my heart where no one can see." Something can never be put in words, some liaisons can never be defined, I'll just say I am here again, my Life is back to my Life.
there are a lot of theories about on course/off course. I like the idea of getting by, being defined, or just inspired by the profound mistake, the unintended word, or the unexpected consequence. I guess surprising things are interesting and this was a nice surprise :)
ReplyDeleteRob, I'm still struggling with the future but you my friend have always being loving. Thanks.
ReplyDeletei was thinking about desire and specifically the desire to be a better person. Trying to understand the little decisions
ReplyDeletemade secretly ..some of the rational and so often it comes down to the golden rule or with expressing emotions to the person you love, just talking out what your thinking without hesitency.
i think its safe tosay were all a liitle crazy. if the world was filled with only people like me i think it would be a disaster but just me maybe ok. its a strange thought i know. I like theidea of improving myself slowly as a desireable thing.ponering life and love , you help me along, so thank you too.
Each exhalation is a little death, but it is necessary for without it there can be no new breath, no more life to come. Glad to see you back.
ReplyDelete@Rob- when you say "the desire to be a better person. Trying to understand the little decisions
ReplyDeletemade secretly.." beyond what I ever said you reach the inner soul of mine.. yes I'm trying so hard to be the person I want to be.
@Whatever- Thanks... every life has it's reason to be in this world, and I realized whatever I do I cannot forsake my reason.
this is beautifully written.
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